My secret is out, I am a wanker.

John! Mary suddenly screamed down the stairs. Come up here right away.
I knew she had been cleaning and tidying my study – why do they have to interfere? – so was concerned she had discovered my secret stash of porn mags, not just porn mags but my well spunked collection.
Sure enough my worst fears were realised and all my mags were laid out on my desk. The look on her face was thunder, and I felt like a little boy stood before the headmaster at school. Explain yourself.
I stammered and apologised, saying that I have always had a weakness for porn magazines especially when they were all stained. Over the years I have tried to stop, but always weakened and started up again. I went to pick them all up saying I will get rid of them all straight away. But she stopped me, just leave them where they are for now, I need to think about it all. Just get out of my sight.
Later that evening Mary started to ask some questions.
How often did I wank off to one of those whores?
How did you choose a picture to shoot your cum over?
Did you ever think of me when you jerking off?
She asked me about how I go about - what shall we call it a session – when you sit down and wank that cock of yours shooting you spunk over those dirty pictures.
I explained that if she was out and I had the time, I would sit and watch some porn, as I flicked through the magazines selecting a favourite one in each mag, laying all out on my desk. It would then be case of perusing them all as I played with myself, whilst also looking at some porn on my computer. Eventually, after selecting the picture of the day, I would have a good thundering orgasm shooting my spunk over that picture.
Other times I be really horny and not have much time, so quickly select a picture and have a quick wank over it.
I was feeling so nervous, being unsure where she was going with all this, why the questions. Why not just tell me to get rid of them. I am sure most women would just be disgusted and get that filth out my house.
Then she completely shocked and startled me. I would like to sit and watch one of your sessions. I want to see your face and your responses. Try to understand the pleasure you get wanking over a picture, instead of relating to a real woman.
No! No way I will not do that, I am too ashamed and will not be humiliated by wanking over a picture whilst you watch me.
I am not trying to humiliate you, although god knows I have every right to. At least this is not as bad as having an affair with another woman, I don’t think it is anyway. That is part of reason why I want to watch you and gratification process.
The arguments went back and forth, but still I was reluctant to take part in this display, which after all is a slightly sad, but solo, secret act, that at times I feel controls me rather than the other way.
Ultimately, of course Mary wins and John losses.
Mary suggested that I should go and get started. Get some porn on the computer and looking at the magazines.
So I had been sitting at my desk and already selected two pictures, when there was knock on the door. Can I come in? Mary said. Ok I said very nervously, still unsure how this would play out.
Saying nothing else she sat beside me. I glanced at her, carry on she said. Don’t you want to get comfortable and get undressed.
I guess so I said. As I dropped my pants she commented on how soft and flaccid I was. I am very nervous and embarrassed and unsure if I would be able to do this.
I am sure you will just look at you magazines and choose the girl that will make you hard and want to shower her with your spunk.
I found a great lesbian movie on the computer, lots of close up’s of cunt licking. I continued going through my mags. In between watching the video and the mags I was stroking myself, getting quite hard.
Mary is saying nothing just sitting watching me. There is now a part of me that is getting turned on by her presence. I guess it has been a fantasy of mine, but only that just a fantasy. Never really believed that a woman would be watching me as I wanked myself off, especially over a porn magazine.
This is making hornier now and my wanking becoming slightly more frantic.
I noticed some movement and glanced over to Mary. To my surprise she had her hand shoved down the front of her jogging bottoms, clearly playing with herself.
Is all this turning you on? I asked in a very surprised tone.
Very much she said, much, much more than I expected.
Why don’t you take your joggers off then and we can wank together.
So she quickly removed all her clothing, we were now both naked. Mary sat back down next to me. In front of us all my magazines were spread out, with one or two of my favourite pictures on top of the others.
A compilation of cock sucking vids was playing on the computer; Mary clearly was enjoying it as she was fingering her clit. I asked her if she liked the vid, very much I love seeing the spunk splash over the girls face, it really turns me on.
I already had my hand around my prick, but when I saw her playing with herself and heard her say she loved seeing the spunk flying, I wanked quite hard and fast. Hold on she said we don’t want you spunking off over that picture in front of you.
So I eased off.
Mary said I want to watch as you some more as you look through those magazines.
So I slowed right down, very difficult as she was sitting next to me naked, and fingering herself eagerly, and I could begin to hear how wet she was getting.
Go on then, Mary said, carry on looking at your dirty, mucky, spunk covered pictures. Judging by the amount of them that have stains on you must spend a lot of time in my absence wanking off over these sluts.
I have to confess that is true, time for honesty I guess, but I am afraid it gets worse, as many of them I have shot several loads over my favourite girls.
I thought you had been cheating on me, not sure if I am relieved or not. To think I have been living with a pervert, who enjoys spunking over magazines, and then looking at, feeling, and smelling the results of these filthy dried spunk covered pictures. But I have to say that it actually is turning me on, thinking about you in here jerking off with these magazines of yours.
So I want to watch as you go through your routines of sniffing and feeling those crinkled pages, selecting a new picture for your next spunking. Fuck it is so dirty, I want to see all as I finger myself and rub my clit. I want to have an orgasm as you shoot that glorious warm, creamy spunk.
Well hearing all was urging me on, as you can imagine, my stroking was getting faster, as I tried with my other free hand, with difficulty, to pick my girl of the moment to offload over.
Mary in the meantime was almost in a world of her own as she fingered and rubbed herself. It was becoming increasingly more difficult to hold, and I think Mary was beginning to boil.
Go on do it now I am ready, really wank that cock for me, bring it close to my face, let me see it close up just before you shoot.
She moaned and licked her lips, as my cock inches away from her dripped with pre cum. So much more than usual the situation making us both very, very wet.
I’m coming she suddenly screamed. So with that I picked up the magazine and held it about a foot in front of me. With a gasp the first jet erupted from my prick. The force was so great it missed the magazine and hit Mary in the mouth. She licked her lips again and tasted my seed, which made her moan and orgasmed herself. Meanwhile my cock was pumping the rest of my load onto the waiting magazine. Oh my she said listen to it splatter onto the paper, so fucking hot. I never thought I could enjoy a mutual wank as much, but it was so horny.
We eventually sat back in our seats feeling exhausted. I was still feeling a bit nervous about what would happen now, until Mary said that was really fun and very exhilarating, we must do it again. I enjoyed being part of your smutty little sideline, loved watching you face as you fondled those filthy magazines. Loved watching as you got more and more turned on with those sluts in front of you.
YOU FUCKING DIRTY WANKER, BUT I WANT MORE!