TALES OF A CROSSDRESSER: Caitlyn and Cancer
TALES OF A CROSSDRESSER: Caitlyn and Cancer
Well gurls, (and interested boys....I DO have at least one alpha male reader btw) my significant other, my lovely bride, has stomach cancer and is currently a level 3 patient so my energies have obviously been focused there instead of this blog.
Thanks to all, for your kind prayers, thoughts and words. It means a lot.
But, as you can imagine, as a gurl in the closet who typically dresses when my s/o is at work, this has seriously cut into my gurl time.
Here I want to make it clear that my s/o is much, much more important to me than myself or my inner gurl’s desires. my s/o’s needs come FIRST AND FOREMOST. However, I’ve found I’m a much kinder and compassionate nurse since I’ve embraced my femme side. Go figure.
Yes, I am still in my daily thong and I am putting up my hair and painting my nails of course, I’m just not able to slip into lingerie to do housework or a bikini to work around the house. I AM doing other things to help satisfy my inner gurl, such as on-line window shopping; playing girl tunes when I am working around the house; chatting with gurls on sissysocial (a lifesaver for me!) and of course corresponding with my gurlfriends on xhamster.
My nipples ached a LOT the first few days without their morning milking. I’ve been trying to keep up with the stimulation, with limited success. I’m working on alternate times and places to do proper milking/stimulation, hoping to keep them “wet”. It’s really hard to concentrate though. I’m thinking of re-starting my mother’s milk tea process. And no, I am NOT wearing a naughty uniform as I nurse...
In the meantime, Caitlyn Jenner accepted the Arthur Ashe ESPN Award for courage. I did not get to see it nor have had the time to google it up on the many various sites. I pursued a few news websites for stories, as I can read a LOT faster than watch a vid, so I did find the text copy of the speech. The link is below.
http://www.nydailynews.com/entertainment/tv/transcript-caitlyn-jenner-espys-acceptance-speech-article-1.2293939
I was impressed with her speech and to be honest, wish more news outlets had published the text. I thought that the overall coverage of her award reception was quite positive.
Jenner and I both grew up sans internet so I wasn’t too surprised that she had never had a face-to-face meeting with another gurl. Her perspective is a lot like mine in that respect, as I had my first face-to-face meeting with a gurl last Halloween.
If you are a gurl and reading this, then you have to realize that you are a survivor. Far too many teenage gurls take their own lives due to shame (or depression) over being born cross-gendered. In previous blogs on Xhamster, I’ve pointed out that the statistics on transgendered teenage suicide actually are not accurate. Until recently, no one bothered to try to track the statistics. Some social scientists believe the actual rate might be as high as 40-50 percent, compared to 5 percent of the general “normal” population.
I have a tendency to over-react at times when reading a post and the writer mentions depression -- I realize that in a lot of ways I am lucky to be here. Jenner grasps the high suicide rate too and is using her public transition in the spotlight to combat that dire and unforgivable statistic.
I know that for me, when I was a teenager struggling with being intersexed, suicide was often an internal struggle. The advancement of the internet and sites like sissy social and to an extent, Xhamster, is a huge lifeline to us gurls that are living in uber-bible-thumping states or families. Caitlyn’s public recognition of this plague is exactly what the community needed.
I only hope that if I am ever thrust into a similar situation, I will respond with the courage and conviction that Jenner did.
Be good to your inner gurl, she deserves it!~Bri
Well gurls, (and interested boys....I DO have at least one alpha male reader btw) my significant other, my lovely bride, has stomach cancer and is currently a level 3 patient so my energies have obviously been focused there instead of this blog.
Thanks to all, for your kind prayers, thoughts and words. It means a lot.
But, as you can imagine, as a gurl in the closet who typically dresses when my s/o is at work, this has seriously cut into my gurl time.
Here I want to make it clear that my s/o is much, much more important to me than myself or my inner gurl’s desires. my s/o’s needs come FIRST AND FOREMOST. However, I’ve found I’m a much kinder and compassionate nurse since I’ve embraced my femme side. Go figure.
Yes, I am still in my daily thong and I am putting up my hair and painting my nails of course, I’m just not able to slip into lingerie to do housework or a bikini to work around the house. I AM doing other things to help satisfy my inner gurl, such as on-line window shopping; playing girl tunes when I am working around the house; chatting with gurls on sissysocial (a lifesaver for me!) and of course corresponding with my gurlfriends on xhamster.
My nipples ached a LOT the first few days without their morning milking. I’ve been trying to keep up with the stimulation, with limited success. I’m working on alternate times and places to do proper milking/stimulation, hoping to keep them “wet”. It’s really hard to concentrate though. I’m thinking of re-starting my mother’s milk tea process. And no, I am NOT wearing a naughty uniform as I nurse...
In the meantime, Caitlyn Jenner accepted the Arthur Ashe ESPN Award for courage. I did not get to see it nor have had the time to google it up on the many various sites. I pursued a few news websites for stories, as I can read a LOT faster than watch a vid, so I did find the text copy of the speech. The link is below.
http://www.nydailynews.com/entertainment/tv/transcript-caitlyn-jenner-espys-acceptance-speech-article-1.2293939
I was impressed with her speech and to be honest, wish more news outlets had published the text. I thought that the overall coverage of her award reception was quite positive.
Jenner and I both grew up sans internet so I wasn’t too surprised that she had never had a face-to-face meeting with another gurl. Her perspective is a lot like mine in that respect, as I had my first face-to-face meeting with a gurl last Halloween.
If you are a gurl and reading this, then you have to realize that you are a survivor. Far too many teenage gurls take their own lives due to shame (or depression) over being born cross-gendered. In previous blogs on Xhamster, I’ve pointed out that the statistics on transgendered teenage suicide actually are not accurate. Until recently, no one bothered to try to track the statistics. Some social scientists believe the actual rate might be as high as 40-50 percent, compared to 5 percent of the general “normal” population.
I have a tendency to over-react at times when reading a post and the writer mentions depression -- I realize that in a lot of ways I am lucky to be here. Jenner grasps the high suicide rate too and is using her public transition in the spotlight to combat that dire and unforgivable statistic.
I know that for me, when I was a teenager struggling with being intersexed, suicide was often an internal struggle. The advancement of the internet and sites like sissy social and to an extent, Xhamster, is a huge lifeline to us gurls that are living in uber-bible-thumping states or families. Caitlyn’s public recognition of this plague is exactly what the community needed.
I only hope that if I am ever thrust into a similar situation, I will respond with the courage and conviction that Jenner did.
Be good to your inner gurl, she deserves it!~Bri
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