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He was close and more important, free and able to host. Much older, but after some messages back and forth, along with some photos, he convinced me. I'm in my 50's, however after a lifetime of fitness and sports, I am still somewhat in shape. He was in his 70's and it was his eager lust and hunger that made me agree to see him. He said he just wanted to get me off. I understood that. There is such excitement and pleasure to be had in pleasuring and getting another guy off. I could just imagine how good his hands would feel on me. Touching me, rubbing me, teasing and exploring me. An older man… Läs mer

I saw her from across the room and probably let my gaze linger longer than I should have. It was one of those moments that happens from time to time and just stops me in my tracks. Young, petite, wearing some kind of a tight fitting dress with an exposed midriff that showed off her tight, fit tummy. That immediate attraction, that tingle and ache my your chest. Gosh, she was cute! However, this was a friends and family type get together that my parents had wanted me to attend. Honestly, I wasn't even sure if I knew her or not, just that I wanted to. I was 24 and she looked much younger. Stea… Läs mer

I had recently heard about an incredible Adult Book Store a few towns away. The stories were amazing. Tales of straight and gay men, swinging couples, handjobs, blowjobs, anal sex and fucking. What a turn on the stories and reviews were! I had been thinking about gay sex more and more as I have gotten older and the thought of anonymously sucking cock was thrilling. It has long been a fantasy. I wanted to know what it feels like on my lips, how it tastes in my mouth. I already knew, I wanted to take a cock's cum. To feel it shoot in my mouth, to feel and taste it on my tongue. I'd even swallow… Läs mer

I actually had a date planned the evening that my co-worker/friends invited me over. My BBC friend, I'll call him "E," and I had talked about my desires and this it seemed would be the night. I had openly confessed to him a fantasy to suck cock while getting fucked. No sense in hiding much anymore, at least with him. He did, afterall, set me up with a man and knew that I had been with a few others. It was an easy choice to me, at the time, to cancel my date. It would probably just be another night of frustration. Hoping for sex, but not getting any. Girls my age back then just did not usually… Läs mer

It is a strange feeling to walk into a room, knowing you are there to suck a stranger's cock. Freeing, almost liberating, there is no more pretense, no more pretending. Everyone knows why you are there. That erotic, slow, as if in slow motion, movement to one's knees. The anticipation, the desire, the act, the meaning of it all. I had experienced it. I had also experienced the similar feeling of meeting a man, both of us knowing that I was there to take his cock in my ass. That must of been the same feeling that stranger had after agreeing to meet so he could give me oral sex. That encounter c… Läs mer

Being with girls was different now. Begging for a blowjob, for oral sex. I loved girls, don't get me wrong, but truthfully it was never as exciting. As if equipped with a road map to my erogenous zones and a skilled knowledge of how best to manipulate them, my older friend could bring me to orgasmic bliss me like no other. Body trembling, legs shaking, earth quaking, bliss. Also, maybe because he was my first encounter, I found thick, black cock so alluring and so very arrousing. Strangely, hanging, big black cock even more so. Maybe not at first, but definitely in short order. Maybe because… Läs mer

Soon after the photoshoot, I saw my "friend" at work. I had to wonder if he knew. He had to know, right? He had to of heard, maybe even had seen the photos themselves. Did he know how far it, I, had gone? When I thought about that afternoon, deep down, I knew it was a revelation. Yet, still I pretended. I tried to deny the new found craving I had so quickly discovered. So naive, so young and naive. He appeared so nonchalant about it, only asking how it went, but his eyes told a different story. Maybe I imagined it, but they seemed to gaze into my soul's new secret with a knowing twinkle. My o… Läs mer

He was older, I met him at my first job. A nice guy, just friendly, I truly had no idea of his intensions or where they would lead. At least at first, I should say. Tall, dark, and heavy set, he was almost my exact opposite as I was white, lean and fit. Somehow, at his place, I would feel his touch. "I'm a masseur" he told me, "Here, lay down." Face down on a rug on his living room floor, he lifted off my shirt. I expected strong hands kneading my shoulders, but instead I felt sensual finger tips. Tracing down my spine and along my sides, the tingle through my body surprised me. His breathing… Läs mer

To be honest, to be honest with myself, the thoughts were always there. Young, alone at night, thinking about what it would be like. So arroused, so horny, touching myself. There were some opportunities back then, and oh how I would kick myself for missing out on them. Either from nerves or fears or stereotypes, I missed some chances to explore. An unexplained desire, a deep, hidden attraction. Walking into a friend's room and finding him naked and asleep in his bed. Looking back, I womdered if he really was asleep or just pretending. Maybe he, like me, layed awake at night yearning to feel… Läs mer

Probably like a lot of boys, it started out as kind of a dare. Two boys making jokes, a form of flirting I guess. "I'll touch yours, if you touch mine." Back then, those sort of sexual urges were just not talked about. The lust to explore forbidden desires and the pleasures of cock. It was a burning desire that I had only explored alone, in my thoughts. No body wanted to be found out, no one wanted to be made fun of and called "gay," but the lusts persisted. Very young, after seeing men's cocks in a magazine, I was already drawn to it. I don't know what it was for him that had made him so curi… Läs mer

He was an older boy from the neighborhood. A little rough, a bit of a bully. Somehow, I found myself alone with him out between some houses. When he made lewd advances, I didn't resist that much, maybe out of fear. Maybe I was curious, maybe I was horny. Somehow, I found myself on my knees in front of him. He had taken out his cock. I remember how my eyes seemed glued to it. How it swung as he moved. Somehow, it was arrousing. I remember him taking his cock by the base and shaking it at me. I remember his thick, dark, dense mound of pubic hair. His other hand on the back of my head, moving m… Läs mer

So young, but curious, horny and wanting to explore. Finding girl's panties and bras, even some lingerie. Curious, I tried them on. Amazed at the feeling, instantly feminine and sexy, maybe even a desire to be submissive. Soft and silky against my skin. I had already started touching my self and wondering what it would be like to touch another. Feeling the girly panties tight against my balls and cock, I wondered what it would be like to get fucked, like a girl. I touched my asshole, wishing it was the tip of some boys hard dick. Under my jeans, outside, the sensation was intensified. Oh, how… Läs mer

A sex education... College is the first time away for alot of people. A time of exploration and freedom. It was my freshman year. I hadbeen taking classes with an older professor and began to feel close to him. Not exactlly in a sexual way, but not exactly in a totally innocent way either. There were some stories, rumours, really. Casually passed from student to student, usually while laughing. So, who could know if they were really true. Floated around by just a few, but they all sounded the same. That this Professor, my Professor, had made passes at male students before. Young , horny and cr… Läs mer

When did you know? It seems like such an easy question. Yet the more I think about it, the more it becomes anything but easy. Of course, it is different for every guy, but it is an amazing question, realization or answer. When did you first know that you craved cock? Could it of been seeing another boy at school, nude in the showers? Was it, in fact, alone that night and getting a hard on just from thinking about it? Was it cock that attracts you? Was it men? Was it a CD, Ladyboy or Shemale? An answer might spring to mind, however it may not be so obvious. A young man had his first gay enco… Läs mer

I remember it like yesterday. Two very young friends, under the covers, at a sleep-over. Just typical of boys that age, curious and discovering, but oh how the urges would grow. Having him touch me, so many years ago, made my head spin. He was the first to touch my cock, ever. In spite of him being a boy, his grip on my young dick, him stroking me, was thrilling. Looking back, maybe it was because of it.Because of how forbidden t was and how naturally curious we were of each other. We had a feeling it was wrong, that we shouldn't ne touching each other, but it just felt so amazing. Under ther… Läs mer

It might sound strange, but I quickly developed feelings for Mara. Young and new to the joys of cock and beautiful girls with cocks, maybe it was just lust or puppy love. Seems crazy, but I even had thoughts of a relationship. Something beyond just the incredible, earth shattering sex. Maybe simply because of it, though. As beautiful as Mara was, I was not blind. It was easy have a fantasy about her friend, Moana look-a-like, Monica. Tan skin, long flowing black hair. I was young, I was horny, who could blame me. Still, I needed money. We all understood that. So, when the photographer told… Läs mer

I have been married most of my life. Yet, the whole time, my thoughts have turned to the few male on male experiences I have had before. Incredible, amazing experiences, giving into my hidden lusts, if only for brief moments. Times when I had felt a warm, wet mouth on me or pressed my lips against a sexy, swelling cock. It has been so long, but I remember so clearly. The lust, the thrill the excitement, the sheer pleasure of cock. If you have ever known it, in your hands, on your lips, against your tongue, in your mouth, you would understand. As time marched on, my lusts deepened and broadene… Läs mer

When I was young, I was seduced by an older man. An older black man. In the truest sense of the word, I did not see it coming. It was a slow, masterful seduction. With a friendly, nuturing nature he slowly made me feel special. He encouraged me, he made me feel close to him. In the beginning, the thought of being with another male, being intimate with one, would not have entered my mind. Yet, soon a bond formed. At first emotional, then slowly it turned physical. I think that is why, to this day, I am attracted to tan, dark dick. Maks no mistake, it was amazing and I would become a willling pa… Läs mer

What is it, exactly, that is so exciting about being with another man? Why is it so thrilling, so pleasurable? Inspite of the stereotypes, the taboo, the forbidden nature of it, there is an almost insatiable lust. Or, maybe it is because of it? It's not about orgasms. We could turn to our wives or girlfriends for that. Maybe it is the realization that you crave it. Admitting, at least to yourself, that you want another man's cock. Realizing it as you slowly slide to your knees before him. The power of giving up your manly role, at least for a short time, and experiencing the pleasure in bein… Läs mer

Finding porn magazines when I was young was always such a thrill. So young, yet so horny, my eyes poured over the photos and stories as I stroked myself. Of all the images, none exckted me more than the phone sex ads on the back pages. Yes, it was a long time ago, but it was my first introduction to pictures of sexy soft and hard cock and to gay sex. The small ads showing men with men made me so wonderfully hard and sparky my imagination. A few years later would be my first encounter and it was with my best friend. There were subtle and not so subtle hints along the way, but it always seeme… Läs mer