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Please do not go into cardiac arrest, with this, my second post in less than a week 0 my loyal readers, but at long last, success! A cute little red-and-green tartan school-girl skirt. Well, okay, it actually said “petticoat”, but it was the closest thing that I’d seen to a school gurl skirt in my two-year long search, so when I saw the chance to snatch it up, I did….. Okay, so I started this a couple of weeks ago with the good intentions of finishing it and getting it posted but once again my gurl-mind took over….. I got it home and started the blog, but like any cross dre… Läs mer

Tales of a Crossdresser: Sensual Fashion I’ve noticed lately that when gurl shopping, I’ve been lumping clothes into two categories --- sensual and fashionable. Not that I’ve been very successful shopping recently, my schedule and finances just haven’t meshed. I love the feel of soft, silken almost-sheer cloth over my nipples as they harden in the early morning mists so common here. I love the feeling of the nipples swelling and jutting against the smooth fabric, the cloth acting like silken fingers….MMMMmmmmm. So a lot of the stuff I buy is for feeling as opposed to loo… Läs mer

Tales of a Crossdresser: SummerEnd Well, it was an interesting two weeks and although this blog was sort of on my gurl mind, I often had the choice of quality gurl-time and setting down and scrawling something out so guess what? Dressing up won out hands every time! Come to think of it, I find my gurl mind tis a flittery thing at best. I’ll bet my gurl hair roots are really blonde, not reddish-auburn. I picked out my hippest, cutest “art thong” and saw an art exposition consisted of artists displaying their work within various businesses in a downtown setting. It wa… Läs mer

All-gurl weekend Yes, my dear dozen readers, I had an all-gurl weekend, meaning that I didn’t have to leave the estate and wear hated boi-togs for most of two days! It was wonderful. I painted my nails hot-pink with sparkles, did a lot of gurl-laundry that was mounting up and had time to work on a photoshoot! MMMmmm I spent a some time (too much) on here of course, conversing with friends, reading stories and of course, watching vids…hehehe. Saturday was almost perfect. I did go into the city for an AA meeting early in the morning then screamed home and got in… Läs mer

Tales of a Cross dresser : Mid-Summer’s Gurl I was surfing through this site before bed last Thursday when I noticed a status like “A whole week without dressing, help me” and I immediately felt a pang of empathy for my gurl-friend as that situation happens to me once in a while. Of course, I jotted a note of remorse and then, while I was typing, I heard my inner gurl wail: Ohhhhhh nooooooooo! I have a 48 hour hiatus myself! Damn it! Yes, somehow the work schedules collided and my gurl would have to remained garbed in hated boi-togs for two days. Eccch. However, I have s… Läs mer

Tales of a Crossdresser: Caught! One of the things that I’ve noticed about being intersexed, is that you can have a good day as a boy and bad day as a gurl and vice versa. So it sort of balances out. I ALWAYS wear thongs now, and rarely have to get into my boi-briefs, which by the way, are the lil Jockey bikini briefs that look more like panties than ugly boi togs. I’m even wearing a thong to bed now, sliding a micro-thong beneath the Jockeys and enjoying it as I dream….. An emergency came up within my family, on the busiest day of the week for my work.… Läs mer

The beauty of Xhamster Originally, this post WAS going to dwell on my recent shopping trip with two of the girls in my life, one being my youngest cub who we shall call the Fashion Police. But life has a way of changing my plans, and being a recovering alcoholic, I have learned to try to embrace change and not try to defy the will of the goddess. So to all seven of my faithful readers (yes, I have added one more --- Whoo-hoo) my apologies if this particular post isn’t steamy and somewhat erotic as usual. Well, I am dressed, of course, as I work (which is my modus… Läs mer

Tales of a Crossdresser: Solstice tanlines This is the first Summer Solstice that I have had off in years, due to the calendar and my work schedule, so when I awoke, I decided to honor the holiday of my goddess by being as gurly as I could get away with. MMMmmmmmmmm, the cool pre-dawn breeze rushed through the thin cotton of my chemise and my nipples tightened and hardened, jutting through the almost sheer fabric. I loved the sensation as I strutted about the orchard in the early light awaiting the sun’s rising so I could mark it for a future project. After greeting t… Läs mer

Tales of a Crossdresser: More Tan line musings I pulled off work early, raced home, jumped into my bikini, lathered my skin in Tropical coconut oil, grabbed a book off of the table and began work on the on-going Tan-line project. I can now easily see the little white line of my bikini string between the white of my titties….that are almost glowing like snowcaps on a mountain compared to the darkening of the balance of my torso. I’m almost ready for that full-bore photo shoot I’ve been promising all four of my readers (yes, I seem to have added one! So excited about that and thank… Läs mer

Tanlines and stuff So……I’ve been busy this spring and alas, this blog has once again fallen upon in arrears. Not that I’ve haven’t been on the site, it’s just well….it IS primarily a PORN site……so apologies to all three of my readers. That being said, the spring sunshine means tanlines, which is how this accursed blog began in the first place --- a way to remember my mistakes and not repeat them. I really got to take the time to re-read that blog…..but I can hardly wait to get back into my gurls clothes when I get a chance, so naturally THAT comes first. I’ve found myself do… Läs mer

A Crossdresser’s Tale: Sometimes, you get what you need. Wow. The spring is always hectic for me, but this spring seems faster than usual. So I apologize to all my thousands of readers (okay, the three of you :D) for being so late with another entry of this blog. I haven’t really had the funds to do much shopping lately, just a couple of pretty pink thongs that I just HAD to have and about four bottles of nail polish. Since I’ve decided to go out in public this summer, I’ve been obsessing with ‘what to wear’. I’ve decided that I need to go to a real dress shop, get some help a… Läs mer

Pink Chemise, Lil Black Dress on Quickie B-day Shoot It was my birthday weekend, actually OUR b-day weekend, as my mate and I have b-days 3 days apart. She took four days off so we could do something, but our plans changed due to unexpected out-of-state guests and lack of funds. Although I love spending time with my significant other, it really cramps my dressing and gurl time….a side effect being that my nipples don’t get the proper stimulation to keep the lactation going strong like they do if I dress daily, so I have to get creative with the milking and stimulation. O… Läs mer

Little Black Dress While I was shopping on my weekend off, (I get very few full weekends off during the fall, winter and spring) two weekends ago, I realized that I was looking at women’s fashions and trends as I moved through the stores, not just lingerie. It was the prom season on the prairie and all the better stores had their lovely dresses on display in the windows. I found myself wishing that I could try them on, taking them back to a small cubicle that was probably monitored by a hidden video cam….the sheer material sliding over my shaven, smooth body and over my… Läs mer

Pink Sunday It was my weekend off (finally), it was pay-weekend and I had wheels and gas…so I just kept driving, turned up my gurl tunes and wound up in an adult bookstore. I was getting closer and closer to completing the assignment HE had given me. I had spotted a school girl-looking outfit and thought it might be the outfit I wanted for the shoot, when I cummed at the end of my task… And of course, upon further inspection, I decided it wouldn’t do --- I just didn’t have the body to pull it off nor did I like it as well as I remembered. I DID find a schoolgirl outfit i… Läs mer

Shopping at 75 m.p.h. So here I sit, in my beautiful, black sparkly 3” heels trying to write and admire how the sun sets off all those pretty little balls of reflect light from my feet as I turn them in a shaft of light. I can just imagine them catching the lights of a night club as I saunter inside from the oppressive summer‘s heat, as I decide to go public at least once in my life. Is THAT why I bought them? They really weren’t on the list, but I had to have them. I get to travel a lot in my job and the last weeks of February and the first two weeks of Ma… Läs mer

When I found the pink camo lingerie, there were matching bras on the rack, but I wasn’t about to pay $25 for an ill-fitting garment. All the bras I’ve ever owned, with the exception of the bikini of course, have been “hand-me-downs” or perhaps more accurately “left-behinds-when-girls-moved”. I returned a couple of times to that store, and looked longingly at them. Finally, one morning before work, I jumped on the web and found a site to teach me how to measure myself for a bra. I returned to the store, but my suspicions were right…the largest bra there was like 10” too small. Drats. I… Läs mer

The winter holidays are an especially trying time of the year for me. Although I LOVE to be with family and friends during the season, the disrupted work schedules of me and my mate mean that my gurl time becomes seriously rare and brief during the last two weeks of the year. And my inner gurl becomes a frustrated bitch, who often comes to the fore amongst family and friends so I am CONSTANTLY “stuffing” her back into the closet. We were walking through the department stores of Denver our way out of town, and my suspicions were confirmed…the Amish HAVE taken over the lingerie section… Läs mer

I love to deer hunt while dressed in lingerie beneath my hunting clothes, and this year was no exception. However, as the temperatures plummeted and the wind chills increased on opening day, I decided even my extra layer of clothing wasn’t enough to keep me warm and I had to replace my worn-out coveralls, which I had destroyed in the spring. I was ill on the second day, so I spent the third day of the season hunting in the shops and stores of the nearby city to try and find some coveralls. It became an epic search, as most of the stores had sold out of their coveralls earlier. At last,… Läs mer

It was a typical early morning. I always check my messages first from the porno-social site which I belong to, then check the friends invitations, look over the “news” from the site before perusing the fresh she-male videos as I start my day. I take smoke breaks out-of-doors to feel the wind seep through my sheer, lovely girl clothes and I had just returned from watching the dawn’s pink and red display in the east. I was dressed in a sheer, lacy thong and a sheer leopard-print throw that I loved (whorishly cut up both sides of the upper thigh -high garment so that my ass would be… Läs mer