Well, most of my resolution is a failure.
I wanted to try normal masturbation and no chastity for a year and I am back to anything but normal. The only thing I have kept true to is no chastity. I don't know if I will make it the whole year without it. I dream about it and still have the urge to put it on after bathing.
I have had two developments that I never thought would happen though. First, I managed to follow a CEI instruction and I actually liked the taste. I tried it a couple of times in the past and could barely swallow it. A couple of days latter I tried another one. It surprised me when it told me to cum once, hold it in my mouth, and jerk again to completion and swallow both loads. I LOVED IT! That time I didn't notice the taste so much which was odd. I guess the surprise took all of my attention.
The second is that I've discovered that I like light CBT. I followed a tease that required that I tie my little ball sack an spank them with a paddle and I liked that to. Being new to it I had to be light in the spanks and even at that the first few minutes of it was excruciating! After that I started to get used to it and actually like it! My heart was racing and my little dicklet was harder than ever! So hard it hurt. Even now as I am remembering it my little thing between my legs is throbbing a leaking precum. I wish I could play right now but I have more upkeep to do on my profile. I've been neglecting it. Partly because I have had demands in my life and part because I've been selfish with my play time. The other day I watched three videos in a wonderful BNWO series that has betas smack their pathetic balls to a beat instead of stroking. At the end of the third video I came just from ball punishment! Had I been in chastity I may have came sooner. Here is a link to the first video in the series in case anyone whats to try it. If you do give the videos some love because they are great! And if you know of any videos like them please reply and tell me! I think I am already hooked on this type of thing.
https://sv.xhamstervideo.net/videos/white-boy-cock-hero-bbc-edition-part-1-ballbusting-bbc-xh8MPD5
I have had two developments that I never thought would happen though. First, I managed to follow a CEI instruction and I actually liked the taste. I tried it a couple of times in the past and could barely swallow it. A couple of days latter I tried another one. It surprised me when it told me to cum once, hold it in my mouth, and jerk again to completion and swallow both loads. I LOVED IT! That time I didn't notice the taste so much which was odd. I guess the surprise took all of my attention.
The second is that I've discovered that I like light CBT. I followed a tease that required that I tie my little ball sack an spank them with a paddle and I liked that to. Being new to it I had to be light in the spanks and even at that the first few minutes of it was excruciating! After that I started to get used to it and actually like it! My heart was racing and my little dicklet was harder than ever! So hard it hurt. Even now as I am remembering it my little thing between my legs is throbbing a leaking precum. I wish I could play right now but I have more upkeep to do on my profile. I've been neglecting it. Partly because I have had demands in my life and part because I've been selfish with my play time. The other day I watched three videos in a wonderful BNWO series that has betas smack their pathetic balls to a beat instead of stroking. At the end of the third video I came just from ball punishment! Had I been in chastity I may have came sooner. Here is a link to the first video in the series in case anyone whats to try it. If you do give the videos some love because they are great! And if you know of any videos like them please reply and tell me! I think I am already hooked on this type of thing.
https://sv.xhamstervideo.net/videos/white-boy-cock-hero-bbc-edition-part-1-ballbusting-bbc-xh8MPD5
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