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Last night Goddess gave me new orders. I now have to give her tributes every day. This is going to be very different for me. Because I like chastity and tease and denial so much I haven't came every day in years. Even when I tried going back to normal earlier this year I didn't cum every day. It will be interesting to see how this effects me. Also, when Goddess first took control of my orgasms she wanted my cum amounts to increase. To try and accomplish this I started drinking more water, started teasing myself more, and stopped wearing chastity. She noticed that it worked and instructed that… Läs mer

Most of the pictures I have of Goddess feature her glorious legs. I don't know if she did this intentionally or not but it doesn't really matter because the result is the same. I am obsessed with them! After my last two tributes I have started thinking and dreaming about them more and more. I randomly think of them often and every time I do my little dicklet comes to life instantly. Even as I type this it wants to give another tribute. The last pic I gave a tribute to was spectacular. Goddess' short skirt reveals about a third of her thigh and the fabric is a little sheer so I can see the fa… Läs mer

A few nights ago I got to speak with Goddess again. She gave me new instructions. I'm no longer allowed to cum unless I'm paying tribute to her. While we talked she shared more photos with me and let me save them so I could use them for tributes later. Then she let me pick two to tribute with while she and I were talking. It was late at night and she had to go to bed after receiving the first tribute. She instructed me to go ahead with the second tribute and send it to her. She ended the conversation by calling me a good slave. I cannot describe how fulfilling it is when a Goddess calls you a… Läs mer

At the start of this month a Goddess on this site started having me cum on pictures of her as tribute. This was a new experience for me and I wasn't quite sure how I would feel about it. The first time I did it my heart was pounding and I was so flustered that I forgot where my chastity key was and had to scramble to find it. Once I got it off it felt amazing cumming for Goddess! I was hooked but didn't realized just how much in the moment. During the following days I couldn't stop thinking about that night and when I could do it again. I was so desperate after a few days that I was constantl… Läs mer

I found this video a while ago but forgot to favorite it or bookmark it. Stumbled onto it again today and didn't make the same mistake twice! Did you enjoy it? https://sv.xhamstervideo.net/videos/bbc-slut-xhrJExX Edit: This is becuming my new favorite video to cum to in chastity!… Läs mer

It's amazing how quick my urges have gone back to their rightful ways. Within a couple of week my little dicklet almost fully adjusted to being back in chastity. When it was time to go back into chastity after teasing or bathing it would go limp almost instantly. Now it goes limp almost right after I stop stimulation. Instead of getting as hard as possible it gets the horny tingles in it's cage an I feel almost all the urge for stimulation in my nipples now. Everything is almost back to where it was a year ago. I've decided to go back on an orgasm schedule starting after I cum today. I'm not… Läs mer

I wanted to go the whole year out of chastity and masturbating how most would consider normal. I guess I am far from normal because I only went a couple of months before I was back to edging, denying, and playing with my nipples. And about a hour ago I put my cage back on. I was playing with myself for a couple of hours and I was rarely touching my little dicklet. I had my little balls tide and was spanking them and playing with my nipples instead. Finally the urge to feel the sweet restraint of my cage was too much and once I had it in hand it was back where it belonged in a flash. Immediatel… Läs mer

I wanted to try normal masturbation and no chastity for a year and I am back to anything but normal. The only thing I have kept true to is no chastity. I don't know if I will make it the whole year without it. I dream about it and still have the urge to put it on after bathing. I have had two developments that I never thought would happen though. First, I managed to follow a CEI instruction and I actually liked the taste. I tried it a couple of times in the past and could barely swallow it. A couple of days latter I tried another one. It surprised me when it told me to cum once, hold it in m… Läs mer

First, the change. About a week after my last post my little dicklet went through a bit of a change. I thought I had recovered from the year of chastity and no stroking but I was wrong. Suddenly my little dicklet started getting much much harder when I got aroused and it did so more quickly. It's as if it had come to life again in a way I had forgotten all about. I had been wearing chastity for the better part of three years and I suppose that had more of an effect than I thought. It was amazing feeling how hard it was. It was like it was about to burst! Now for the failure. I started this ye… Läs mer

I think last year may have completely changed me. I am still wanting to goon instead of cum but only with femdom files. If it's interracial or BNWO I feel the urgency to cum much, much more. With femdom I will go multiple videos without feeling that tingling to cum but with BNWO that feeling happens so much sooner. It's amazing to think that shortly before my experiment last year BNWO and interracial videos were new to me and now they are about the only types of videos that make me want to get off! I suspected this might happen but I never thought it would be this strong. Now, no matter what p… Läs mer

First of all, an apology to all that have left comment and sent friend requests or messages. I am sorry I haven't gotten to them sooner. I haven't had much time to devote to them which is why I haven't been on here much. I am going to try and be better at that going forward but life has a habit of getting in the way. Now for the update. I am still having trouble just jerking to orgasm. Every time I mean to I wind up gooning for as long as possible. I just love edging too much! Because of that love I found myself avoiding the kinds of videos I talked about in my last post. I want to get back t… Läs mer

I always wondered how much those hypno or training videos affected the viewer. Always thought they really just increased desires you already had until a few days ago. Introduced BNWO and IR porn to my viewing habits heavily during my experiment last year and while I noticed several changes I didn't realize how much until a few days ago. First I noticed it takes a lot longer for vanilla porn to get a reaction from my dicklet than it does others. Even lesbian porn takes longer than it used to. But that could be from one of the changes due to the training videos. Many of them involved humiliatio… Läs mer

I've been chastity free and having full orgasms for nine days now and it's been amazing! I've had more full orgasms in that time than I've had in three years and I can't believe how good it feels. I completely forgot what it felt like! What I find funny though is how much I am having to fight my old habits and how quick I have returned to those from a year ago. Every time I go to stroke my little dicklet I plan to just have a quick orgasm but I fall right back to tease and denial or gooning. The only difference between now and 2021 or before is that I an finishing with a wonderful, complete or… Läs mer

This year has been a real learning experience. Going without stroking for a whole year was tough at times, especially at the start, but the results are extremely rewarding. When I first joined this site someone introduced me to BNWO videos and they opened up new aspects of sexuality for me to consider. Those videos combined with the increased arousal of no stroking have changed my porn inclinations and even how I watch porn. Several clips lean heavily into humiliation and now I love that! Many of them force you to focus on the faces and feet and to ignore their breasts and pussy because betas… Läs mer

In just under four weeks it will be New Year's Eve again and my year of no stroking will be done. I will finally be able to stroke my dicklet again. I decided to reward myself on that night and have my first full orgasm in at least three years. I have been think what that would be like and wondering if my dicklet would regain any size after I go back to my orgasm and tease and denial schedule and I realized something. I never measured myself before I first started all of this. I only measured myself before I started my New Years resolution of no stroking. I also didn't fully pay attention to w… Läs mer

Let down: Had to abandon No Nut November. It was causing too much stress given what I've got going on right now. It's disappointing but that's life. It likes to get in the way of what we want. The eye opening experience was thanks to someone on this site. It wasn't a pleasant one but it was educational and needed given the outcome. Started a back and forth with a Mistress about a month ago. I won't give her name or details about her that she told because what was said was done so privately. She contacted me wanting me to fill a role that she said she couldn't have others do. Since having such… Läs mer

I was watching a video and, as usual, my little dicklet started getting horny. Since I am participating in No Nut November I didn't do anything about it. No nipple stimulation and no vibrator on my cage. What swelling happened in my cage left quickly and my little dicklet became it's normal shriveled self again. At least that was what I thought. I got up to get something to drink and noticed that my cage felt a lot looser than it had been up till now. Since I have gone all year without stroking my little clitty had shrunk some but up until now my cage still worked. But I guess my little nub… Läs mer

I wish I could have been around more the past two months but life loves to get in the way. I really, really hope the next few weeks are different because we are getting to the end of the year. My resolution will be fulfilled and I can stroke my little dicklet again! The poor little thing won't know what's happening on the stroke of midnight January 1st! It just learned it's place and the rules will change again. It has learned to not swell much at all when caged. I don't remember when I last felt the bite of my cage as the dicklet raged to get out. Now the most it does is barely get the tip to… Läs mer

For the last few weeks I noticed that when I played with my nipples my dicklet rarely felt the bars of it's cage. At first I thought this was just because of some more changes in my bodies responses to stimulus after going so long without stroking. Now the pattern seems to be that I will edge several times while playing with my nipples while my penis only slightly grows. After each edge I will come down without orgasm, what little penis growth that happened will leave and a stream of precum will leak out. If I keep playing with my nipples I will eventually grow enough to just feel my chastity… Läs mer

... it will have been six months since I started my resolution of no stroking. So far it's been a wild ride and I've had fun learning about myself. When I get to that six month mark I will measure my little dicklet to see if it's shrunk any yet. The last time I went almost a year without stroking it did shrink some but I didn't think to take measurements so this time I plan to. I'll post the results either way. I am also starting to think about what I want to do with the rest of the year. If I want to try any other experiments or continue to let things happen naturally. I have had people on h… Läs mer